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21 February 2017 @ 02:12 am
this can't be true.
someone please tell me that I'm dreaming.

oh my god.... I'm dreaming, I'm sure. because it's dead midnight and I believe I need more sleep for my own good.
Current Mood: blankblank
06 February 2017 @ 05:28 am
I don't understand what has gotten into me. why just now, when the group is on hiatus that I'm so into KAT-TUN????
Before recently I've never really following the group. maybe occasionally, since this group is the closest one to NEWS and they often had work with each other. but it was maybe around a year ago when I got hold of some of the main songs in their singles, mostly the ones I've watched before on old Shokura episodes.
I've been trying to find those songs's PV but sadly didn't work well enough, just found the most recent ones: Unlock and Tragedy. THEN, I join a community here (been around a month, perhaps) and finally found the PVs I've been dying to see.

Why just now tho? I could've tried to find the community much more earlier than I did, but I didn't.

And lately I've been reading too many Akame fics that they become one of my most favourite OTP, and most of the fics I've been reading was so great and very well-written that I couldn't stop until the last chapter (the longest one was chap 40, with average word-count each chap was 5k-7k, 長くない?). those fics affected me too much that all I saw when I watched the old PVs were only Akame and their interactions with each other, and I squealed too much. ><

I thought I have enough with NEWS and HSJ at the same time. turn out, I got myself into another fandom. T-T
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: KAT-TUN ― Keep the Faith
28 December 2016 @ 07:30 pm
I subbed this MV last week, just to try on the new fonts I've been downloading. :p
this song is probably one of the few songs I will cherish and listen to forever, with it's powerful effect it got on me. :")
I'll upload the file asap.


click the picture for the link
and don't forget to leave a comment if you're downloading ^^

translated lyrics thanks to http://shinitakashi.blogspot.co.id/
Current Mood: fullfull
Current Music: 中山優馬 - Feeling Me Softly
11 November 2016 @ 08:41 pm

cr: tinybookling

this guy deserve to have a birthday post on this journal, because you see, he's basically the one who lured me here.
the one who brought me into a shining, dazzling, full of glitter world of Johnnys.

I cannot thank you enough for bringing me here, for your neverending smile, for your lovely voice,
and for simply being there.

cr: darumador
and yes, you've changed. the you who used to be passive, became the sun when your group was in darkness.
you're shining so brightly that sometimes it's too much and I couldn't help but wonder that maybe, behind all those laughters, there are countless of scar inside.

but remember what Ootani Nobuhiko-san said?

this part.

I personally think that you're so strong to still be able to show your bright smile even after the things happened.
but you know what?
It's alright to cry at times. you're a human being after all, so it's ok to cry.

don't hold everything on your own. you have friends to keep you on your feet,
and I believe the other members also want you to rely on them not only for buying you food, obviously.

eventhough I know and perfectly understand why you do that.
probably because we're the same, B-type and the child of November(?). /heh

and to celebrate the day, I present my subbed version of Tegoshi's solo PV, Anata
(click the picture below for the link)

a heart-breaking love song. which I believe wasn't really made for a mere lover.

it's a song dedicated for your father, isn't it Tegoshi-san? :")

I understood immediately tho. the lyrics, it's obviously made for him.

the thing is, I almost wrote a letter for you, the moment when my father's gone.
because we had almost the same circumstances:
that both of us couldn't be with them when they drew their last breath;
that both of us couldn't really cry on the funeral; and many others.
I wonder why we have lots of similarities and at the same time, are completely different.

nevertheless, thank you, because that way, I feel that I'm not all alone.
moreover, this song was somehow a reliever for me so.... yeah.

thank you.


and happy birthday. <3

cr: ippainoyume


A/n2: oh, and happy birthday too bluestorm11. ^^
Current Location: Skull-kun's bowl
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: 手越祐也 - あなた
19 October 2016 @ 04:20 pm
this post might be too influnced by this review over here, but I'll put my personal review anyway.

I've been listening to this album for almost a week, non-stop, literally.

Fantôme. The Phantom.

the last time I listened to Hikki-san's album was Heart Station and it was released in 2008. I enjoyed listening to the album until around 4-5 years ago, right before I found the bigger fandom to flail for. This one, Fantôme, is her comeback album, after she released 2 singles, which also included in the album, earlier this year. It counted as a comeback after she stated that she doubt if she would still be able to produce music since her mother's shocking death.


The thing that attracted me more. And perhaps why she named it Fantôme. This album was made after her grief which portrayed literally in the lyrics of the songs. I didn't have any idea tho when I downloaded the whole album. I didn't know that I would be addicted to it; clearly feel the sadness, as I also just lost my father.
"I can't believe that I'll never see you again
I haven't told you anything yet"
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Current Location: my beloved bed's embrace
Current Mood: lazylazy
Current Music: 宇多田ヒカル - 二時間だけのバカンス feat. 椎名林檎
28 August 2016 @ 06:35 pm
stole it from h_itoshi who stole it from someone else from twitter. because it seems so much fun so I decided to do it too. XD
I'll answer each of it when I have time or when I feel like answering. not sure when the post will be complete. not sorry. :p

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Current Location: between the pages
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: KAT-TUN - Don't U Ever Stop
19 August 2016 @ 08:04 pm
a very late post to make but hey it's still summer right?!
I don't have much to write coz it's mostly just photos I'd call it pictures dump of our 2 days vacation last month.

I need to appreciate my nephew's effort in learning photography in such early age. well, not really. he's just 5 and practically carried my camera everywhere just to mess with everyone. -_-

[nephews snaps]

(got a selfie here)

it'll be a vehicle convention. my nephew's just so in love with different kinds of vehicle, just like his father.

mostly blur but I'm just appreciating his effort in taking these photos. and although I don't really get why he needed to snap a trashbin and piles of rocks. 'twas better to take pictures of cows and goats behind the house I suppose.


ain't he adorable~?


I couldn't think about other poses, so.... -_-

the beach's actually less than 50m long and was very crowded when we got there, considering that the beach was just got opened for public around a couple of years and it was right on national holiday week, also discount for the snorkling service. damn the price was so cheap! 45k rupiah per person! and the view was also breathtaking enough to be compared with Bali's beaches. too bad I didn't go up the cliff and take other photos.
Current Location: my cold room
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: NEWS - 君がいた夏
17 August 2016 @ 11:02 am
I guess I have missed something for the entire week away from internet. and I think I'll post something later. idk. oh, well..
Current Location: back from the shore
Current Music: NEWS - departure
31 July 2016 @ 01:12 pm
say, if I ever let my guard down, if I ever so slightly open the door,
will you still willingly come in and accept whatever inside?
will you ever stay and take care of whatever you may find?
will you be ready, if whatever there is, it may be something you never expect?
that it may be too dark for you to see?
that it may be too ugly and disturbing for your liking?
that this something can make you sick?
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: NEWS - 恋を知らない君へ
04 July 2016 @ 01:52 pm

I can't believe this guy has just turned 30.

cr: koyamacchi@tumblr


cr: subbed by nipplesyuya@lj

You know what? You don't really have to create a new character. Just being the hare otoko Massu, keeping your smile as bright as ever, would be enough for us fans. But I guess it can't be help since you'd like to gather more fans, right?
Tonikaku, just do your best this point forward. Face them all with full power ok? 😉

cr: fuckyeahtegomass@tumblr
Current Location: massu's wardrobe
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: 増田貴久 - LIS'N